Indifference

I cry to you like a child

As an infant cries to His Father

I too cry in despair 

In times when I’ve hit rock bottom

And the pressure’s more than I can bare 

Yet on somedays, I care not to bother

Indifference is what hurts You the most 

Too numb to feel whenever You’re close

I don’t want to live, a life lived in vain

I want my life in You, in my joy and in my pain